There's a place for us

There's a place out there for us
More than just a prayer or anything
You've ever dreamed of so if you
Feel like giving up cause you don't
Fit in down here fear is crashing in
Close your eyes and take my hand


We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe
It's written in the stars that shine above
A World where you and I belong
Where faith and love will keep us strong
Exactly who we are is just enough
There's a place for us


When the water meets the sky where
Your heart is free and hope comes
Back to life when these broken
Hands are whole again we will find
What we've been waiting for we were
Made for so much more


We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe
It's written in the stars that shine above
A World where you and I belong
Where faith and love will keep us strong
Exactly who we are is just enough
There's a place for us
So hold on
there’s a place for us


We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe
It's written in the stars that shine above
A World where you and I belong
Where faith and love will keep us strong
Exactly who we are is just enough
There's a place for us


A world where you and I belong
Where faith and love will keep us strong
Exactly who we are is just enough
There's a place for us

Boy it's been all this time
And I can't get you off my mind
And nobody knows it but me

I stare at your photograph
Still sleep in the shirt you left
And nobody knows it but me

Everyday I wipe my tears away
So many nights I've prayed for you to say

I should've been chasing you
I should've been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me
I should've said all the things that I kept inside of me
And maybe I could've made you believe
That what we had was all we'd ever need

My friends think I'm moving on
But the truth is I'm not that strong
And nobody knows it but me

And I've kept all the words you said
In a box underneath my bed
And nobody knows it but me

But if you're happy I'll get through somehow
But the truth is that I've been screaming out

I should've been chasing you
I should've been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me
I should've said all the things that I kept inside of me
And maybe I could've made you believe
That what we had was all we'd ever need
I should've been chasing you

You should've been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me
Oh you should've said all the things
That I kept inside of me
And maybe you could've made me believe
That what we had girl
Oh that what we had, what we had
It was all we'd ever need
It was all we'd ever need

Lady Antebellum - All We'd Ever need

15th day

It's specially for my dearest grandpa who has gone and for my big family :")

‎15 hari sudah kepergian sang matahariku,..
 sampai detik ini,ku merasa kau masih ada di hidupku,..
 aqu percaya beliau lebih nyaman dan bahagia disana.........
 Dunia hanyalah persinggahan,untuk kumpulkan bekal di kehidupan sesungguhnya..
 yh allah jdkan kami orang2 yg selalu berfikir atas kehendakmu...Amin..



-Iqbal-

Such a relationship hmmm that I do not know what to call it. I just know that I feel weird, like a stranger. Too many people in it and I possessed no control to drive them away. Sometimes I feel tired but I know I have to stay, not because I'm concerned with my feelings, but only a fear of the response of others. At first I did not care, but eventually, it really burden me. Reality is away more bitter than what I expected. A relationship that is too broad if it is built only by two people, but there was no place for a third person. That change led to many questions. Can't we go back to the time when me and you still love each other unconditionally?

If it's yours, it will come back tou you in return
but, if it's not.....
no matter how hard you try to keep, it's just waste your time :)

If I got hurt, would you mind it?
Or you would keep on doing what you want?
I'm struggle here, it's a huge pressure to feel insecure
Would you please mind it for me? :(

Kamu

Kamu itu abu-abu
Entah hitam atau putih
Yang aku tahu, mereka bercampur
Memenuhi pikiran mu

Kamu terlalu sunyi
Tak sedikitpun suara terdengar
Setiap yang terpikirkan
tak satupun bisa  kau ungkapkan
Seperti memiliki duniamu sendiri


Dan aku tak pernah pernah peduli dengan semua itu
Sekalipun aku tak pernah memperhatikanmu
Wajahmu, bentuk hidungmu, caramu menatapku atau apalah namanya
Oh, sungguh aku tidak peduli
Aku tak pernah sedikitpun  ingin tahu tentangmu
Yang aku tahu, kamu ada disekitarku
Ya mungkin saat itu aku hanya terlalu naif.


Begitulah kamu,
kamu datang
Kamu hadir dikehidupanku secara tiba2
Tanpa sadar kamu memenuhi pikiranku
membebaniku dengan banyak pertanyaan
pertanyaan yang memiliki banyak jawaban
pertanyaan yang tak ku mengerti
pertanyaan yang abu-abu......