Me and mine

My life may not be going the way I planned it

But, it is going EXACTLY the way GOD planned it.

Not of all things you've planned going the way you want it to be. that's life............
And now, i understand what does that quote means. really get it.
For all the things that has happened or might happen on my life, it's just about God's plan.
So much things we can learn from it. More mature, more better. It's a must. Perhaps, it's not as easy as its look like. someone said 'we never know how hard it is till we feel it' but  for sure, in this time my life is going on the-way-that-i-never-expected.
Unexpected result comes to my score on one subject, Pempolin. It makes my IP's score is so far with what i expected. Really burden me. Say it simple? Really not. Ask why? cause i think the result of my scores shows my responsibilty for my parents. it sounds like....i cant make them proud. Disappointed. Not because of the score that burden me, actually. it's just because, there's no transparancy sysetm of it. Not only me that too shock to know that but also my friends too. they are like "i can't believe it". yappp, dont know why i can get the unexpected result of that subject because my answer is almost same with others when the- final-exam. Too hard to accept, but i believe God has the best plan for me.
It's just one of much problems that's going on my life. there's much anything else. about my family, and then about my love-life, my friendship. And many more. Sometimes, i feel like i envy them, who has no matter like mine, have a-wonderful-life. Astagfirullah. then i think, God never gimme a problem that's over my capacity. Bismillah, with My Almighty God, Allah. I'm more than sure i can solve that much problems. Thanks for this life, God.
 "When you feel your life isn't going right, look that someone out there wanna have a life like yours" So, there's no reason to cry on, to regret about what has happened. When you feel so insecure, when you feel like nothing goes right, when you feel you wanna give up or...whatever, just Believe you're not alone. Allah is always beside us. Just be Patient, Everything will be beautiful at its time.

 "First thing that you have to do to make your dreams come true is Wake Up "

  Let's take Our Bright Future----------